For my beloved bestfriend, FMR

I miss the old you. I miss us. When we used to talk all day all night, when we used to laugh at literally everything. When you showed your stupidity and i would laugh at it or vice versa. When you listened to everything that i told you and it happened the same to me too. When you cried in my shoulders and i did too. When we used to be in each other's side. When all you had was only me. When the first time i called you from my place and you were like "OH MY GOD, HASNA?!" not like when the last time i called you from that place too. You just like "oh. Hey. What's up?" It feels like you're gonna used to it. Haha. So bitter. When things weren't going like this. You changed. A little by a little. When i'm here almost still the same since the day we left junior high school. It sucks and it hurts me. You're so busy with whatever is that in your life. I don't even think that you enjoy it tho. I feel like behind your smile, there's always a pain or pains. Wish i could fix you, but i couldn't. I don't blame the fate. I just feel like i lost you. And i want you to come back. I feel so lonely, here. I can't tell you this in whatsapp or face to face. I just hoped that you'll read this and take this to your deepest heart. I want you to feel the same. I love you. So much.