what sucks the most

You know what sucks the most when you gotta school in a girls boarding school? It's you can't move on from the last boy that you were falling into. Why? Because there's no boy in a girl boarding school oh gosh. You don't have someone that can replace him. It sucks the most. When you know he's already had new friends, new girls around him, and maybe a girlfriend. But you can't even get over the fact that you're still falling for him. When he is living his new part of life and already forgot about his past , and you're living yours too but your past memories still haunt you. You can imagine it by yourself how suck it is haha. Well, this post is pointless, tbh. I just wanna write in here what i feel or what i thought. Sorry for my grammar, btw :))